Drowning in Misery

-_-' Darn this nasty feeling I am getting.

My emotions are definitely conflicting against one another.

Oh boy, emonesssss... hate it... currently am it... bleh it...

To tell you the truth you guys,

Ever since I have gotten to Lebanon,

Or atleast MOVED here,

I have been experiencing alot of mood swings.

It is mostly depression and sadness. I always end up crying.

I dwell to much on the path.

And have throughout my life,

Kept all my problems to myself and not sharing it with anyone.

Now, being overseas and away from home,

I guess my turtle shell is cracking.

I HATE THIS!

BUT I CAN'T STOP CRYING!